RESISTANCE IS FUTILE

I just resubmitted the application for hswc. :|
as a jobless bum i have way too much time on my hands this summer so goodbye team noir. Besides my horoscope for today said that I should not question spur-of-moment thingies today and just GO WITH THE FLOW for now, it makes it worthwhile in the long run.
and i thought why the fuck not. I'll have legit excuse for drawing so Makaras so much. HUzzah!

i just hope i made the right choice here. feeling PRETTY GODDAMN ANXIOUS over the whole team thing and meeting new people but mostly worried if i'm gonna fuck up the characterization somehow along the way even if i'm not really planning to write anything. Or tat I'll have trouble communicating. gah.

thank god for Kurloz tho! since it's unlikely that Hussie will give him any depth anytime soon we have pretty free hands to do whatever we please with him.
another thing is that nobody understands gamzee and his train of thought anyway so maybe this will work out fine after all...?
oh i suddenly feel at ease.
it really does help to pour out things on internet journals doesn't it.

fingers crossed that everything goes smoothly. :)